bleh

school course load is a bitch, hardly any free time.

would be nice to chat to friends during that free time, esp unbidden. ya know, not ME having to IM first. but no that doesnt happen.

this is the friendship i foster in people. the "out of sight out of mind" kind. i apparently suck so the less time they have to spend interacting with me the better.

i am officially giving up on ever finding anyone who will care enough to actually think of me for more than a couple minutes while im sitting in fron of them.

men still suck

and i am still lonely. somethings never change.