buh

well its almost the end of first semester. i just finished packing up most of my stuff and will bring it to the new place tomorrow after class in the morning. yeah, the week before finals and i have classes still. eh, guess it could be worse.

oh, and the enormity of "im really 2000 miles away from all the people i care about" kinda hit me in the face this evening. a guy i have liked/admired/had a thing for for about 4 years now told me he kinda felt the same way. and he works nights, so it's tough to chat with him online since i am mostly in class when he is free. and while i wouldnt want him to get in trouble at work, its a tad frustrating. and i dont want to scare him off by seeming too eager, but i really enjoy the time we actually do get to spend together. i hope it works out, i really do, seeing as it took so long for us to finally get our acts together.

i doubt two weeks will be long enough to connect with everyone i want to see. i got the lab, mom, and my friends to see apart from wanting to spend all my free time with him. but i will have to work around his schedule anyhow, so i guess it'll be what it'll be.